Tuesday, October 27, 2015

Revenge....best served cold


The air was like ice, it was another winter night. There had been many stories, legends if you will, about the girl leader and knight to be. Legend said that he had been killed before his time, that the girl had killed him herself, for no reason. They had been in love, though on different sides of the war. They had been secretly meeting for years, a different location each time. The night of his death she was late, that is what everyone agrees on. What happens after that has been speculation for years. Some claim that the girl went insane, she’d been of the sort to go insane, after all, and truly had gone insane by the time he had died, if not before. Others claim the boy’s fellow squires killed him, others believe the knight he apprenticed under did it. No one knows what really happened, except that he died.
The girl had ended up carrying his child. Her leadership position had been removed, herself regarded as a traitor, a spy for the enemy. She had screamed and cried, every night without fail she would mourn, and every morning she would sleep. She began to babble nonsense, would attack those who tried to take care of her. Once the baby was born, she seemed to snap out of it just long enough for it, a girl, to reach five. She had once tried to drown the toddler, only stopped by her adoptive father, who decided that the toddler would be safest if sent away. This enraged the girl, sparking the massacre that led to the fall of the nation she had once fought so desperately to protect, the massacre in which the girl had died.

It had been 19 years since the incident, to the day. A group of travelers had stopped to give a young teen time to mourn. Emma’s eyes were red, just like her mother, betraying her mori blood. She’d never met her father, though somehow she couldn’t bring herself to blame her mother. The oldest knight in the group, the one who had trained her father, put a hand on her should to comfort her. She smiled, glad of the company as they returned home, and back to the castle where her father had spent his time.  
The air was like ice as time seemed to freeze, a small red eyed figure with horribly mangled metal claws stepped out from a snow drift. Its skin was pale enough to blend with the snow, but the blood red eyes and dark blue hair made it stick out. Its eyes studied the group, settling on Emma and the old knight. A sharp metal claw was raised, pointing accusingly at the old knight. It growled as only a demon could, nobody dared breathe.

“You did lie, and now you must die.” The creature screeched, red staining the ground as something pulsed from its hand. The old knight fell, his heart having been removed. Someone screamed, all panicked. There was, however, no escape. Every single one of them was slain, not a soul was shown mercy, except Emma. The creature could not bring itself to kill what had once been its daughter, instead vanishing back into the snow as though it had never been there.

Once a year, every year, without fail a group will fail to return to the castle. They are all found dead save for one child, some strange and terrible beast’s claw marks litter their bodies. The attacks are randomly timed, never falling on the same day. Some of the children who were spared claim it was the girl, shrieking and crying that leads the group to her, and that she slaughters them. No one believes them though, after all, ghosts are just a legend, are they not?   

Tuesday, October 20, 2015

Art Story thingy


It was another day, and yet another creepy mime. 400 guests had been served, one was left behind. It was rumored he hadn’t spoken in 30 years, which had everyone wondering how he would order. Terrified that he would break the silence and speak, cursing the waitress (as lore had always stated) to endure muteness as long as he had, no one approached him. There he sat, like an oversized doll straight out of some horror film, patiently waiting for someone to take is order. Over there the waitresses all stood, denying him food for fear of the curse.

A young, oblivious waitress finally walked over, finding her fellow’s behavior odd and cruel. None of them said a word; the restaurant went silent as she made her approach. The mime looked up, and all but she cringed from the ill-intent in his eyes.  As she asked what it was he desired to eat, he said not a word, and everyone let out of a sigh of relief.

The mime pointed at his menu, his eerily painted face smiling with delight as his stomach growled. The waitress eventually brought his food. Eating in peace, he would answer her questions, such as “Do you need more water?” with a nod or a shake of the head. All was well, and the restaurant goers finally returned to eating their meals in peace. The waitresses began to feel guilt, for not having been kind to the mime. Perhaps his curse wasn’t nearly expired, to be renewed if he did not find a new victim. Perhaps he was simply hungry, starving as almost all mimes did in the back alleyways when not performing.

All was well until she took the plate away. The mime tapped her shoulder, and the waitress had turned to look at him with confusion.

“No, wait.” It said in a hoarse, dark voice. “There’s something I must give you.”

The plate was dropped as the color was drained from her face, filling the mime’s ghostly pale skin with soft, warm human flesh tones. Someone gasped, a waitress fainted. The former mime was last seen running from the restaurant, screaming in celebration of his freedom. The young waitress was rendered speechless, both stunned and quickly being overwhelmed by the curse of silence. A heartbeat had barely past before the other waitresses grabbed her arms and threw her out of the restaurant, terrified that the curse might somehow be contagious if she were able to speak.

(Future)(actually past, because yesterday but blog post requirements) Speaker Post thing

The idea of joining a group who could give suggestions on writing never occurred to me, nor did the thought of giving myself a number of words to write down a day per story (I feel like I would struggle fairly hard with this concept though.)

Why must you write your own little niche genre, why not just write what inspires you, what you feel like writing, regardless of how over or underdone it might be?

In a year? Moving beyond my high school years. In 5 years? A lot faster on the bike. 10 years? With the one I adore. 50 years? Dead. 

(That Orca though. Mm yes.)

"Reel life"

Favorite movie is probably a tie between Phantom of the Opera (1989 version), Sala Samobojcow (Suicide Room <--English translation), Rubber, and Master of Disguise. I like them all for different reasons, though a connecting point would be that they're all a bit off of the beaten path of what's popular, except maybe Rubber. That movie is just weird to the point of being an enjoyable let down.
(This is how a phantom's face should look! Not that weak excuse from the 2004 movie...)

I'm not against any genre of movie that I've watched so far. They all have their good and bad, in my opinion.

I don't watch movies very often, but it's usually at home, in my living room, while knitting.
(Looks straight outta pinterest, no?)

When I watch a movie I like the room to be lit (I'm a strange creature, I'm well aware), to have knitting or crocheting to work on (I need to be distracted to pay attention, does that make sense?), and a pillow to hide behind for scary parts (I'm definitely a scaredy cat.)


As for the test, this is what I got:
    YOUR PERSONALITY
    Take a look at how you scored on the Big Five personality dimensions below.
    Your scores, compared with the responses of other people, suggest that you may be described as follows:

    YOU ARE 25% EXTRAVERTED.
    You are introverted, reserved and serious. You prefer to be alone or with a few close friends. 

    YOU ARE 0% AGREEABLE.
    You are hard-headed, sceptical, proud and competitive. You tend to express your anger directly. 

    YOU ARE 0% CONSCIENTIOUS.
    You are easygoing, not very well organised, and sometimes careless. You prefer not to make plans. 

    YOU ARE 8% EMOTIONALLY STABLE.
    You are sensitive, emotional and prone to experience feelings that are upsetting. 

    YOU ARE 25% OPEN TO NEW EXPERIENCES.
    You are down-to-earth, practical, traditional, and pretty much set in your ways. 
    WHY YOU WATCH MOVIES

    We have proposed 10 psychological uses for watching films.
    Below are your scores for each of these 10 uses, and the relevant descriptions of the ways in which you enjoy films.
    PLEASURE-SEEKING: 15%
    NOSTALGIA: 65%
    CATHARSIS: 45%
    AGGRESSION: 60%
    ESCAPISM: 25%
    SENSATION-SEEKING: 70%
    ARTISTIC: 25%
    INFORMATION-SEEKING: 20%
    BOREDOM-AVOIDANCE: 65%
I feel like if a movie was made of my life, it would be a very weird movie. I'm not up to date on actresses/actors names so I can't honestly say who I'd want to play myself. Three main plot points would probably be when I found Mabinogi (mmorpg), my diabetes diagnosis, and starting school at Kickapoo. Probably would have a sad ending. I prefer those. Or one like Rubber, which makes you go "????" 

Movie Quotes

Sala samobójców

Sala samobójców
Master of Disguise
"There is nothing you could ask that I could refuse."
-1989 Phantom of the Opera
Corpse Bride

Tuesday, October 13, 2015

Painting Post

(Not the actual painting, naturally, but sort of like an uncolored version, you know?)
I'm not entirely certain that it reminds me of anything from my life, but it sort of reminds me of a bunch of books. All different colors and designs, piled high and wide because in truth there are too many books to ever read all of them, but still we will have our desires to read as many books as possible, I suppose.

Monday, October 5, 2015

Writers as Readers

5. "Wither" is the first book in a trilogy I read last year. I think the overall feel of the book is why I couldn't put it down. It's just well written and overall very enjoyable
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8. My favorite book series is The Guardians of Ga'Hoole series, and it's probably my favorite because of the very minor character in one book, Lutta. I won't go further into detail because it might spoil it.
9. When I finished reading A Dog Called Kitty (not the first time, but several years later, after my corgi had died and I got Tobi), I was sad because the story really resonated with me a lot deeper than it had before.
11. When I write I view it as more of a therapy. I like to think in  all of my fictional works there is a hint of truth, a backstory that really happened that my mind writes out an entire other world to cope with. I'm not sure who would be interested in my work. I never think of the reader, I'm rather selfish in that regard. My writings are for myself, not others.
13. I don't think I'll ever write a book. As in the last question, my writings are never intended for others. I'll have other people read them from time to time, but in general I view them as more of a quiet therapy. I'm horrible at expressing my actual emotions and writing helps them flow better, to become visible.

Thursday, October 1, 2015